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Hi. I am Esha.

How can you describe yourself to others, when you can barely understand yourself?

It's way too "early" in the morning for me to be getting so deep (10am) but deep is what I specialize in. Not in a sexual way, of course. It's way too early in the morning for that as well. I've spent a lot of time thinking about how I would introduce myself in this blog when I realized, I struggle to do this in everyday encounters as well. Of course I've got the basics down packed: "Hi. My name is Esha. I'm 20 years old and I live in Auckland, New Zealand". But the extra (interesting) bits are what I trip up on.

You could say I'm a bit of a work in progress but I guess you could say that about everyone. We're all constantly seeking to improve and better ourselves, even if we don't realize we're doing so. Mine is a little more obvious. I've started eating healthier because I'm sure I was made up of chocolate and fast food for awhile. I've started working out in the hopes of tiring myself out before bed because I'm a child. And I'm more focused on getting better grades because I'm in my final year of university and next year ... well, that's a problem in itself.

After scouring through multiple blogs and articles, I've learned that I'm not the only person suffering from "WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AFTER I GRADUATE" syndrome. Apparently it's like "a thing". I literally have seven months till I finish. May seem like a long time to some, but for a Type A personality like myself, it seems like only days away. To work or to travel? To work and travel? To study more? To lie in my bed all day eating dark chocolate? So many realistic and unrealistic options to involve myself in. My greatest fear: making the wrong decision and having to pick up all the pieces. But, I guess that's what makes life worth living right?

Hopefully from the ramblings above, you get a slight sense of who I am and what I'm like as a human being. Just like anything, that will change over time and you'll learn more things about me and I hope to learn more things about you. I'm not an expert in fields such as fashion, beauty, health, fitness and travel but all I can give is my 2 cents. 5 cents if I'm feeling generous.